When you leave this world behind you [sid/cado]

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The once beautiful queen knew that her days were numbered. The leaves danced in the wind as they fell to the sod, they crunched beneath her daggers then as her movements slowed. Pain, heart ache, loss burned her to the very core. She was but a shadow of her former glorious self. The glimmer in her golden dunalino was long gone, death seemed to be begging the mare to come.. home. Stunner held on for dear life knowing very well her best friend was about to leave her. The monkey would miss her best friend more then words could describe. The morning sun was high in the sky as she moved swiftly through the field, trying desperately to make it home. The mare missed her Sethnor, she missed her sons, her entire family. Paralyzer did not want her family to see her like this, she was ugly.. pitiful disgustingly hideous. The mare lost her balance tripping, stumbling over her own daggers. once beautiful locks with turquoise extensions were now dirty and matted. Para looked like death, and soon it would come to her, finally. She would be free of this earthly form. She would shed her ugly body and be made a new. The troubles of the past long forth gone.

Pain gripped her large tri-colored bodice then, her heart beat slowed threatening to quit. Breaths were harder for the tri-colored beauty, she closed her eyes then. Stunner screamed her loud howls caused the mare to open her weak eyes, they were slowly beginning to get the silvery glaze to them. Stunner jumped from her best friends back walking to her face, her hands rubbing the mares large cranium letting her know that she would not leave until death made its place. The little howler monkey did not know what she would due when her best friend left her side. A broken heart would be what did the tri-colored queen in. A once beloved queen by her people as she tried to do what was best for her family, for her kingdom. She had been a fool to place her son on the throne, but he would have killed his siblings if he had not been given the crown.

A title that made meany greedy, they lusted for things they did not need. A crown made them foolish to think they were untouchable,  Para did not believe this she was grounded through her reign as neutral and unaligned queen.  Stunner cried out.. hoping someone would hear her plead to save her friend, but at the same time knew there was no hope. "Just let me go Stunner, I no longer belong to this world. My love" The queen said before returning silent.

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Notes: occ. seed wanted to do this she will die in this thread. and be stuck here

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Lostmoor loomed before the young king. He was hesitant, to visit his father. Or so he hoped. Cadomir drew in a shaky breath as he forced himself further into the land. Limbs trembling in anticipation. What would his father think of him, and his title now? The trees that carved a path reminded him of the very ones that resided in Vahill. Creating a canopy shelter. The blue eyed king drew in one more shaky breath before pressing onward. Sera had agreed to stay outside this time, though he too wanted to meet Baku. Cadomir could feel his emotions start fluttering about. Being much more aware of them than he previously had been. As he progressed further in, he could smell someone else. The scent was fresh enough that he could assume they had just arrived themselves. It was familiar. Similar to his mother. Nostalgic memories of his father's home, and growing in the cave with Sempiternal. Even a time when Yuna had been present. It saddened him, and it seemed nobody knew what happened to his mother or sister. He only hoped for the best, knowing that his father would potentially be here. As he broke the thickly woven canopy of trees he spotted the other visitor. The figure astonished him, and he felt a sudden pang of worry, and anxiety flood is body. Paralyzer lie upon the ground before him. A monkey caressing her face. His only recognition of this mare was the tales his mother, and Yuna had told him. This was his aunt. She looked ill, frail like a premature newborn.  Her words were barely audible from where he stood, and he took a few hesitant steps toward his relative. Such a place, and a way to meet. The young king was nervous, and saddened at the moment. He finally came into her line of sight, allowing his legs to collapse beneath him carefully. Cadomir tucked them beneath his belly, lying a few inches from her cranium. "I'd never dream of meeting you in this way.. I'd have hoped to spend time with you.. You're Paralyzer, correct? I'm Cascade's son, Cadomir.. I know it's ill timing for introductions, but is there anything you wish me to do for you?" The young king uttered softly. Though his outward emotions were a public face, he did feel torn internally. The frantic behavior of the little monkey only further enhanced his feelings of unease, and sadness. Though he did not know her, she was still family. Which was something he had little of left. At least within his reach. Tagged: Trinity | Words: 429 | Notes: Ugh sorry it's such craps :/

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The beauty could feel her life slowly draining from her body, but somehow she was still coherent. Stunner was worried, but the queen was not she was ready to leave the earth and not know the pain any longer. Paralyzer was not alone for very long, she could faintly smell another making their way towards her. Turquoise with salmon flecked visionaries looked around quietly; she made very few sounds except for the gasps for air occasionally. Words made their way to her golden colored listeners then as the grullo app child folded his pillars lowering himself to the sod. A faint smile made its way to her lips, as she managed to speak, “Yes, Cadomir ... it is me... Well what is left of me. There is nothing that can truly be done for me now, my time is come to its end. Stunner... however needs to go to someone who is in need of a friend… if you can think of someone, while she may not wish to leave my side. I will not condemn my best friend to my fate.” The mare grew quiet for a moment a cough leaving her maw.

“keep your family close Cadomir and your.. Heart even closer. Trust… no one with your heart it is yours and should only belong to you.” The mare had taken care of hers so.. well until she threw it away and entrusted Sethnor with it, that had been the biggest mistake in her lifetime. Although, she would never have traded her children for anything in the world. “You are destined to accomplish great things, cadomir although father never saw it in your mother, but he will an ill stallion when your mother was born. Cascade took it more to heart then she should have, he was dealing with the loss of the only mare he had foolishly fallen for, I received my title because I was the only one to stand up to my father. I saw the fault and feared it for the people. I only hope I can be remembered for doing what I could to help them. ” She was quiet once more, “I wish you all the luck in the world, Know that even though I am leaving this world I will always be here if you need me.” She smiled once more. But then as if it was what she needed to say.

She faded from the world, the leaves stood still as if they stopped because she left them. Paralyzer had known she probably had not been the best leader but she did what she could with what she had to work with then it came to her kingdom. A ghostly form appeared above her corpse her eyes watching those around her. She looked as if she should have all along and a part of her returned. The ghostly form smiled happy to be free of that body before she spoke, “Stunner please do not cry. Go with Cadomir. I am sure he will know someone that needs you as much as I did.” The former queen chanted. “Now there is no more pain, is there anything else you wish to know my young nephew?” She questioned him.

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Cadomir listened to each labored words she spoke. It was quiet, forcing him to lean closer to her. Though he knew their shared blood, there was not this plaguing sadness. Perhaps it was their lack of familiarity, or that he was aware of his father's death. The weight of the situation was what hit him most. She spoke of the little monkey named Stunner. A faint smile crossed his features at the name. Paralyzer and Stunner. It was beyond fitting, and a part of him gave into the sadness of the moment. Listening to each word she spoke. It was slow, and painful to watch. Suddenly her body ceased it's life. The world paused for a moment, as if it too was saying good by to the great queen. Cadomir held his breath briefly, the flit of her opaque appearance now captured his attention. The young king slowly dragged his body upright again. Though he softly blew air toward the small creature. Inviting her to climb atop him instead. Though he kept his pupils focused upon his aunt. The words she spoke held much more weight than he would have ever imagined they would. "I'm far too young to even think about giving my heart to someone. I've always kept it guarded though... my family is priority over any lover I might take in the future... My only regret is that I didn't try harder to know those who were still around. I've always been left with the stories of you from mother, and Yuna who has since disappeared. I have but Sempiternal, and Azeroth now. Of course You'll be here.. and I will be returning for you. I have no grudges against our family, I only hope to follow in their footsteps as a great ruler. I have no comparison to you yet. But I will find it." Cadomir finally spoke. His own voice low, as if he was choked for air.  He could feel the sadness slowly building. He'd not told anyone of how he was so broken about the family that was slowly crumbling around him.Even he worried for Sempiternal, and he hoped Stunner would take to the young mare. If he could not find anyone Stunner connected with, he would try himself. The young king raise his head finally. How he wanted to touch her living flesh, but he could not. Cadomir would never forget the scent though. Her presence now was a comfort. "I only hope that I can find someone who can befriend Stunner. My twin has been struggling with a great sadness that I can only begin to try and understand. Knowing that you'll be here is a great comfort. I'll be sure that you get to meet Sempiternal. Although I didn't get to know you as I wish I had while you were still among us... Dear Paralyzer, as my family I love you. I'm glad to see an end to your pain, there is no need to anguish over the loss of love, there will be plenty more to discover in your new being. You will not be forgotten. Not as long as our family holds the Altus kingdom. My children will know of you, and they will all meet you, and love you as your subjects all had. As I do now." The young king found his voice. It was confident, although each word he spoke was of the most genuine sincerity. He was not one to flaunt his emotion, nor internal mind so freely. Cadomir offered to the fallen queen a smile. Though his emotions were mixed now. He was both sad, and proud to be in her presence like this. He'd have to regain composure before bracing the world outside of Lostmoor. Tagged: Trinity | Words: 622 | Notes: THE FEELS

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Stunner shifted as she continued to pet her friends face angered that she had left her alone. The monkey had not been left alone since the day that Para saved her from death. A faint bit of air was blown in her direction and she looked at the horned stallion. A look made its way to her face as she looked back at her friend. She heard her name and she glanced up at the ghost of her friend. Even more confusion could be spotted on the little monkeys face. She was puzzled and almost unwilling to leave her friends side even in death, Stunner chattered loudly before moving quickly over to the beast, moving on his back before slowly making her way up to his skull and grabbing his horns. The little monkey was never one to allow personal space. She looked to her friend though as the young brute spoke to the ghost.

Para was held there listening to her young nephew as he spoke. While he had not thought of it already it was something that he needed to understand and take to heart. Lovers were a faulty thing while there was an advantage to passing on your lineage there was the mistake when it became more than that. The queen had made the mistake twice, but the first was easier to forget than the last. Para had been ready to live out the rest of her days with the bronc, but apparently he did not feel the same way. The entity flickered at the thought, but was back then. "I will be here, my stories shall be shared with you whenever you wish to hear them. Please tell azeroth to not be bitter with his father, there was a reason for everything. Our family is and forever will be a wonderful line, and I have no doubt you will not disappoint anyone Cadomir." A light smile made its way to her lips as she watched stunner on his head and a light chuckle escaped her lips.

He spoke of his sister and how she would probably come as well. The queen did not doubt that stunner would help his sister with her demons. He continued to talk and she could only nod and smile. "Tell your sister to take good care of Stunner. and stunner dont be too hard on her. I love you too my dear I would love to meet them all. I look forward to seeing you again Cadomir, and my beloved stunner. " She smiled at him gently as he turned to leave her brain thinking for a moment, "I will say hello to your mother and father for you Cadomir." She was not sure if he knew but she could feel that they were around. Para hoped to make peace with her older sister now that death had taken them both and they would not be bitter any longer. The queen nodded lightly her figure fading off to find her lost love ones.

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Cadomir nodded softly to each sentence she spoke. Asking him to pass on a message to Azeroth about his father. The young king began to wonder if Azeroth knew of their relation. He had suspected Azeroth to be a son of Aves, but never questioned the brute. He knew of his mother, and felt guilty about his mention of her at the last meeting. The king quickly caught back onto reality, listening to each phrase she spoke. Her promise to be there with stories for her legacy made him smile. The weight of the small monkey atop his head made him glance up. She held onto his horns, though he could not feel her touch to the bone like swirls crawling from his skull. Cadomir gave a sigh, though smiled once more towards his aunt. "Yes, and tell father dear to show up next time. I know his fondness for hiding, and can only assume it followed him into the new life. As much as I hate to leave, I must make my departure back to Altus. I thank you for the visit, and will return again sometime soon. I mustn't keep my cousin waiting long, he's another one you'll have to meet. Seraphiel is father's nephew, though I'm sure you'd love him. I'll see that Stunner is cared for appropriately, and as happy as possible." Cadomir smiled once more to the fallen queen. Appreciating the gift of her beloved companion, though he understood very well why she would not condemn Stunner to the same fate. The grullo king gave one last respectful nod to Paralyzer before turning his body away from her. Beginning his journey back down the overhung path into the outside world. Where news would reach Seraphiel first, and then Azeroth and Sempiternal. The young king sighed and glanced upwards once more. The small monkey he found adorable, though he probably wouldn't fit well with her. Sempi needed her more. "Well, back into the vast world of chaos. C'mon Stunner. You have to meet Seraphiel, and Sempiternal." The brute crooned toward the small animal. Though he knew she would not respond, he didn't feel silly speaking to her. Tagged: Trinity | Words: IDEK | Notes: THE FEELS