I'm Not That Crazy! (KingxDany)

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King^{of Hearts}

I am completely sane, right? I'm not crazy, not at all! I mean, everything comes to me crystal clear. Not a speck in the way. Just like a glass you'd drink wine from. What did they call them.... A wine glass, right? Wait, it can't be that simple can it? A wine glass? Huh... What was I talking about again? I'm not quite sure. This happens much too often. Why can't I ever remember what I'm talking about? I'm sure that everyone else does this. They just never speak out it, that's all. Yeah, I'm completely sane! Completely! Crystal clear. Just like clean water.  

Wait... 

I already thought about that, didn't I? I don't know... Wait, maybe I do. Shoot. I do know that I thought about that already. Why can't I ever keep thinking straight? I'm sure others think like this. It's just a secret that no one ever talks about. Maybe they are better at controlling it? Yeah, that has to be it! That's definitely it! I can't be insane, not when my thoughts are this clear. They just like to get ahead of me, or go around in circles. It's normal. I've convinced myself of this long ago, I know I did. I don't need to be repeating it. Not again. 

Great, while I thought, I seemed to have managed to get myself into an unknown territory. Where am I? Why do I always get myself lost? I can't ever remember where I came from! As soon as I stop walking, it seems that everything spins around me and suddenly I don't even know how I got here. I had to have walked here, right? Yeah, I must have! How else would I have gotten here! I wasn't picked up

off the ground and dropped randomly! Wait, or was I? Oh I don't know! I'm so lost! So very, very lost!  

I swear, not all days were like this. Just... Some days, I couldn't recall anything. It just kept going around and around in my head and I just don't know where, when, why, or how about anything! I promise, some days I know what's going on. My thoughts come clearly and I remember everything. I'm still sane, my thoughts are still crystal clear like a wine- Oh wait, I've said this before. See? I don't always go around and around! Just some days, I do. There isn't anything I can do I guess. It doesn't always happen though! I guess I just forget things easily on these days, that's all. Tomorrow, I'll probably remember

how I got here and where I came from. Until then, maybe I'll just have to lay down and figure everything out. Then again, maybe I should keep walking and see where I am. Though I'll just get myself lost more so, but maybe I'll remember something? Maybe... Oh no. The maybe's. One thing I do always remember. The maybe's. Why can't they stop? Maybe they never will... Darn it! There it is again! Maybe I really am insane. DARN IT! 

I can't stop it! I can't! It's all starting to spiral out of control in my head! I can't think! I can't do it! I should just die right here. Maybe that will make the spinning stop! Yeah, yeah it will! How does one go about dying? Is it painful? Do you know you're dying? I don't know, maybe it's easy to do! No, no, NO! I will not let those maybe's come back! They'll make me go insane! I'm not insane! My thoughts are crystal clear! I know they are! I know it! You can't make me think otherwise! No, no, NO, NO!  

“GAH!” 

Wait... What was that? Was that my voice? Am I hearing things?! That was my voice, right? But I didn't speak! Or did I? I don't know! Oh no, the voices... The voices are coming to me!  

“What's wrong, King?” 

“What's wrong?” 

“What's wrong? What's wrong?” The voices. I hear them. Mine and lots of them. No! No! I'm not crazy! Everyone hears voices. Before I know what's going on, a hysterical laugh comes from my throat.  

“I'm not crazy! Nope, nope, nope! I'm sane! See? Completely sane! Haha!” I began to chant, prancing lightly in place, my cranium thrown up, eyes wide and wild. See? Not crazy at all! I just hear voices! Lots of them! Everyone hears voices! I'm sane! My thoughts crystal clear! Maybe everyone hears voices! I'm sure of it!  

Another hysterical laugh comes from my throat and I find myself jumping into the air before pushing myself into a full run. See? I'll just outrun these voices! They'll go away! They always go away! They just go back to bother others, that's all! 

“Where you going King?” 

“Yeah, where you going?” 

“Where you going? Where you going? Come back! Come back!”  

No. I'm not going back. Nope, nope... 

“Nope!” I cry out as I run. The only thing that gets my attention is when my hooves start splashing through water, sending spray up around me, soaking me up to my chest. The cold hits me like a wave, causing me to skid to a halt in the frigid water.  

“Ah! Ah cold! Cold!” I cry, jumping upwards, trying to escape the water like somehow I'll magically fly out of the water. What a fantasy that would be! Instead, my jump just covers me more in the frigid water. I scramble out of the water, heaving, completely soaked. 

What was going on? Did I lose my cool again? Shoot. It takes a moment of thought to realize what happened. Damn. Dammit! I hated when that happens. I never noticed when I turned like that. I could remember what I thought, how my thoughts go in circles, around and around. And the voices, the voices chase me but now they're gone. I really am insane, huh? But I can't let the crazy side of me think that. He'll get depressed. A depressed crazy is never a good thing. He'll kill us. I'll kill us. I don't want that. I enjoy life and would much rather never face my maker. At least, not yet. I wish there is a way to get myself out of this mess... Maybe there never will be.

"Man... I'm Insane."

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Sanity Color
Sanity Speaking
Insanity Color
Insanity Speaking
The Voices

Mixed Insanity Voices; his own x theirs
Mixed Sane: his own x insane

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Word Count: 1051
Muse: Great
Tags: Dany
Notes: He's just a tiny bit insane, that's all~

[Δ Beauty With The Booty]

daenerys.

Bi-colored oculars watched as the pale white stag moved silently through the thick snow. He was picture perfect, his large antlers magnificent to behold. His body was just about the same height as her own, more lithe and and sturdy, moving as if he knew everything to be known about this forest. His pink nares flaring as he took in the scents around him, black eyes looking around for any signs of predators, long ears moving about their sockets for ominous sounds. Minutes ticked by and then he turned toward his mistress, deeming it safe with a soft bellow.

Instantly the beauty he so readily protected moved from the white forested treeline, blending in perfectly. She was a doll, beautiful and porcelain in every way possible. Her thin frame clearly showing desert blood, the dished head giving more away to that, but the strong legs she bore told that she had more than a little desert in her veins. He pelt was a creamy and pure cremello, pink points showing that she was indeed pure of her color, making her almost impossible to see in the white expanse. Her light blue mane faded to white as it cascaded down he nape, truly the only color that stood out against her pale pelt, the odd appaloosa like blanket upon her rump coming in a close second. But what truly stood out about the young mare, was the pristine, albino peacock tail that drug the ground behind her, leaving a trail in the snow, but ultimately erasing her tracks and leaving this one odd track that threw off predators.

The pristine mistress walked silently up to her companion and protector, Chale. The Fallow Buck snorted and walked silently across the frozen earth, Daenerys following silently behind him. 'I need to find someone to help me, I need a male.' She knit her brows together, she didn't need one to help her be a leader, she needed one to advise her. She didn't particularly like men, not that she preferred women in the ways a man could aid her, oh no. Daenerys was a strict feminist. She wasn't all against men, she just wanted to see females in the power of the world. She was rather proud of the Imperium Queen, Nirvana. She had risen quickly and it made Dany proud. She intended to have her own kingdom, soon. But she would need someone's help, she was young and knew nothing about ruling a kingdom. She knew one thing though. She would have to be fierce and make everything count. She was not protected by her parents any longer and she would make sure that she would not be the meek and careful creature she was before.

Chale bellowed, head raised and tail up in warning. Dany instantly stilled, head raised and bi-colored orbs moving about, checking the scenery until every inch was examined. Nothing. She stood still for a quiet moment, not even breathing. Time ticked on, Chale unmoving. It was deafening, the silence. A sound of death. Then, the large buck was moving. He moved towards a small pond, unfrozen but obviously cold. He drank heartily, and Dany joined him. She stood parallel to her friend and dipped her long nape, the long curly locks she got from her mother falling down around her face. She drank softly, letting the water drench her entire body with its coolness. She was at peace and it was completely welcome. She rose her skull, looking down at her reflection and smiling. She wasn't exactly a narcissist, but she knew she was beautiful and hoped time would never change that.

Chale let out a warning but before she could react, something charged past her, barreling into the icy water. It all went by so fast, at first she didn't see what or who had ran past. She looked back forward, focusing on the stallion as he griped about the cold water. She snorted, a smile coming to her pink lips. Amusing. The princess moved forward, " Hello.."

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King^{of Hearts} 

I really wasn't quite sure what was going up in my head. I knew I had a tenancy to repeat myself and not notice it, but I guess there wasn't anything I could do. When it happened, it happened. I never, ever realized it. It was quite annoying to be honest. When everything cleared up like it was now, I typically could remember everything that I thought in the moments previous and it reminded me that maybe I wasn't completely there. Though the insane part of me always thought I was sane. Maybe I am sane? Maybe this is actually normal. Maybe everyone did this. I'm starting to ramble off again. I can't let that happen. 

In my little... moment, I had failed to realize another creature there with me. I think I nearly jumped out of my skin when a voice cut into my mind. I probably did jump, my head turning sharply to the direction of the voice. I stared for a moment, my mind not being able to catch up with what was going on right at the moment. All I could do at first was gape like an idiot. Who was that? Were they always there? Maybe they are just something that my mind conjured up. Maybe they're a ghost. Shit. The maybe's again. As my mind caught up, so did the instinct inside me. I could feel the familiar pull in my gut. The one that used to scream 'FOOD' but no longer did quite so loudly. That was why I kept to myself. I didn't need to be eating anyone now. I have been clean from that sort of thing for years now.  

Now that it seemed everything caught up with me, my eyes just gazed at this petite mare for a moment. I noticed what appeared to be a deer at her side. I wasn't quite sure the name for it. I probably knew it once upon a time, but being alone to your own devices for such a long time does make one forget things. I wished though I would forget the little insanity episodes that I typically always had. They scared me sometimes, but there wasn't a thing I could do. Besides, I am mostly sane! Why do anything about it? Oh dear, my thoughts are running off with me again. No, I must stay on topic. 

I focused back in on the mare, noticing that she spoke a simple 'Hello' to me. Right, that was a greeting wasn't it? What should I tell her? Should I tell her my name? Should I ask her who she is? Should I ask her what she's doing here? What do I do! I don't normally have these encounters! I could feel my mouth watering. I thought I had gotten over this years ago! I guess not. I'm not going to let it take over, nope, not at all! I had control over myself, complete and total control! Yup!  

No! I'm not going to let that happen again. I am keeping the insanity down, just for now. My eyes flickered over her, realizing I was gaping and not replying. I took a sharp breath and searched around for my voice. I haven't spoken in a while, huh? I could feel the tightness in my throat. “Hello.” Just saying the simple word was difficult. Why did it have to be difficult? It didn't have to! Talking was easy! Thinking was the hard part, yet it seemed my body believed otherwise sometimes.  

“My apologies, my mind is everywhere. Please don't think bad of me, I certainly don't mean it.” I said calmly. I realized quickly that if I didn't stop speaking there, I was going to start rambling. Ah yes, that's why I never speak. My voice tends to run away with me. Once I got speaking, I never realized that I kept talking, faster and faster and faster to the point I doubt anyone could understand me. That's okay though. I normally talked out loud to myself or to the voices that spoke in my head.  

“You should eat her.” 

“Yessss... Eat her.” 

“Eat her” My voice said softly and I tensed up. Shit, that was my voice. Damn it all to hell! Why must I have been born in such a terrible place?! Surely she'll think I'm crazy and run off like the rest of them! It happened every time dammit! I didn't want to chase her away, no, no no! I wanted company. Company that I never got and now she was going to run away. I knew she will. You don't say 'eat her' randomly and expect someone to stick around, nope. She's going to run away, I just know it! She'll run! She'll run! She will run! Who'd want to stay around? Why would they dare to stay around? Nope! Nope! Nope! 

Frantic, that's what I felt. Very frantic. Maybe I should run, yeah, that's something I can do. I should run away and pretend that I was never here. Yeah, that's perfect! She wouldn't find me! Run away before she can run! Yeah! Wait, why am I standing here? I should run! Run before she does! Yes! Turn around and run! But my feet are still in place. Why are my feet in place? Why am I not running? She'll run away! Wait... What if she attacks me? Oh no! I don't want to be attack! No! 

I don't want to be attacked, please don't attack me. That's all I ask, is that okay? I hope it is okay. I want it to be okay.I don't mean harm! No harm at all! I swear, I promise! But would she believe me? I don't think so! What do I do? What can I say? Maybe I can run to the mountains! But maybe she'll follow me. Maybe I should drown myself in the frigid water beside me! Maybe I should just tuck myself into the snow and hope to freeze to death, but that takes a while! Besides, it's not that cold out! Oh no, or dear, what do I do? Where do I go! I have to get out of this. Yes! Get out of this right now! But how? How! I don't want to eat anyone I swear! Promise!

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Word Count: 1051
Muse: Great!

[Δ Beauty With The Booty]

daenerys.

Curious eyes watched as the stallion switched around, quickly. He said nothing in return, just stood there, gaping like a fish. She couldn't help the small grin but managed to hold the giggle in. He was quite amusing standing there, as if freezing would make him disappear. Her pale harks pinned forward, towards him, waiting to hear this stallion's vocals. He was a very handsome creature, but Dany wasn't looking for looks. Chale stepped forward, into the freezing waters, daring the stallion to come forward and harm his mistress. Dany placed a gentle touch to his flank with her muzzle, calming the herbivore. He backed away, to stand slightly behind her. Dany had always been a gentle creature. But she had not always been in her right mind when she was showing her kindness.

Right before her eyes a figure materialized, right next to the stallion. The bodice was black as night and had golden orbs like a wolf. It hissed in some dangerous, demonic tongue. Shadows danced around its limbs, creeping out to touch the bay stallion's legs. Her blue-green eyes widened and she gasped. No! Her mind screamed, but her lips didn't move. Her eyes darted to the face of the stallion, begging and pleading through her eyes alone for him to get away. He must move! Her heart rate sped up and she began breathing heavily. Chale freaked out, looking around for what had disturbed his mistress so. But he wouldn't find it. It was all in her head. Her emotions were so high strung, she felt elation at meeting this new stallion and he delusions had come back! They taunted her and teased the very stings of reality as the black beast moved around the bay stag. The bay stallion spoke then and she watched as the black stallion disappeared before her eyes. She barely caught the bay's words, her legs moving quickly through the icy water, Chale calling after her. She came right up to the stallion and looked him over. ' I am so glad you are okay!' She exclaimed in her soprano vocals, her muzzle touching him where the black stallion had. Her heart fluttered in the fright she had. Dany had been raised in a neutral home, Unaligned. This made her generous and kind to all. So her concern for the stallion wasn't odd, but the reason was.

Chale stood to the side, keeping a watchful eye on the stallion. Dany fretted over the stallion, brushing is apology off and walking around him, her long and unique tail skimming the water. She found no wounds, which made her smile. The stallion hadn't hurt him. His next words however struck her as odd. Her body stirred and she looked over at him with a slightly confused look upon her facials. Blood suddenly coated his lips, as if he were drooling it. She felt a sharp pain upon her shoulder and she glanced down, watching her pristine pelt turn red with blood. She blinked and it was gone. She looked back to the stallion and suddenly looked mortified. She had had two visions in one go! He surely thought her crazy!

ooc: Sorry this is so shitty

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King^{of Hearts}

I was fretting so much about my little moment that at first, I didn't noticed her eyes seemed to get a sheen to them. I was still frantic about if she would chase me away or what I should do. I still didn't know. Should I run? Should I stay? Maybe I should stay, maybe I shouldn't. Gah! What do I do! Why am I the one that gets put in these situations! What took me out of my thoughts is when the deer thing started to freak out, I think. It's head moved back and forth like there was something going on. I blinked several times. Was there something wrong with me? There must be! Oh no!  

Suddenly then everything calmed down, I thought. Without another moment, she was coming for me. Oh no! She was going to attack me! She heard me and didn't approve! Oh no! I need to run! I need to run! I didn't even get the chance to move when she was atop of me, saying she was glad that I was okay. Wait... glad that I was okay? Why would I be injured? Did something attack me that I should know about? How would something have attacked me? Is it in the water? Did something grab me while I wasn't in the right mind and tore a chunk out of me? I don't know! Wait, the water beneath me... It looks red... Oh no! Something had to have bitten me! But, where's the pain? Wait! I could feel it! I could, I could! Right in my shoulder! I was bitten! I was- 

She touched me then. A light muzzle touching my legs. Just the light touch caused me to jolt suddenly. It brought me out of my mind. Out of my ramblings, just for a moment. I don't think I've been touched before. Have I? Maybe I have. Maybe I haven't. No! I'm going on again! I cannot allow myself to do that. I need to pay attention to what is going on to the best of my abilities. My gaze watched her as she moved around me. My eyes didn't leave her, confusion written all over my face. 

Maybe she recognized me from somewhere. Maybe she heard me speak and thought that something was wrong? Maybe... Maybe... Oh I don't know! Oh no! I'm rambling and repeating again! Dammit! Dammit! Even when I lost my sanity for a moment and let soft words slip, she didn't run like I thought she would, but I knew she had heard my words by the look she got on her face. What do I do! What if she asks about them? I'm sane! I really am! I'm sane! Now she had this petrified look on her face for a moment that made me freeze up. Surely she was going to freak out. That's when I took note of the fear I could smell rolling off of her. Oh no! What if I scared her! No! I didn't want to scare her! No, no, no! I didn't want to scare her! That's the last thing I wanted! I think she looked down to her shoulder, I wasn't quite sure before she looked up with this... Mortified look on her face. That, I didn't understand. Was she okay? I... Didn't do this, did I? I couldn't have. She surely would have ran away if it was me, right?  

I stared at her as she stared at me, blinking once, twice, thrice, before I shook myself out of whatever ti was that we were doing. “Are you okay? I didn't do something did I? I didn't hurt you? Right? I didn't do it right? Right?” I began to ramble. Whenever I got worked up, this happened. I didn't mean for it to! It just, did! I was so scared of my trained habits coming back. “Really, I didn't hurt you right?”

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Words: 653

Muse: Touchy