This is who I really am {Open}

[愛 S I D D E H 愛]

[smear:845937]P A R A N O I A[/smear:1b0f06]

[smear:845937]I tried to be someone else, but nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside[/smear:1b0f06]

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Thousands of tiny grains stacked atop one another. As if someone had taken the time to meticulously place them, and the ivory bones protruding from beneath their vast blanket. With each step, they shifted in protest to the weight pressing down upon them. Duo-chromed occulars scanned the horizon with a twisted smirk. To think that stupid Paranoia had been a former light. Delusion scoffed aloud, with a bitter sounding laugh sounding from the stitched lips of the former queen. Delusion was a better fit for this place, not Dolly, and definitely not Paranoia. The pallid minx crawled at a steady pace, across the ocean of sedimentary grains. The sun was at it's peak, and it was not too late to turn back to the forest for shelter. Delusion didn't care much for that though. Someone had to punish the former queen, given that the two kingdoms were too weak to do so.

Delusion pricked his auds carefully, taking in the sound of the wind violently whipping through the minuscule debris. He shook his head, and let out another bitter laugh. He could sense that his mouth was growing dry, his lips cracking. Just wait until Paranoia sees my handiwork! The crude beast pressed her pillars forward. Oh how she was fighting his control, the panic she fed to him was glorious. That fear was intoxicating, and he inhaled carefully. Euphoria flooding through the limbs of the trio's body. Delusion eyed the dune he stood atop of. A sudden idea for his punishment came to his mind. He bolted, and threw the trio's body onto it's side. Sending it cascading down the side of the large dune, tearing flesh all the way down.

Paranoia managed to push the bastard back, and was forced  to endure the pain he placed upon her. The former queen let out an awful scream, as similar to the sound of a screaming rabbit. The minx fought helplessly against the shifting grains of sand, she came to a final halt at the bottom of the dune. Pain radiating through each of her limbs, though her flesh burned upon the side she was forced to slide down upon. Even the slightest movement forced an ache that reprimanded her from moving. So there she lie, beneath the beating heat of the sun, her blood seeping into the minuscule grains of sand that held her battered frame.


(OOC; Delusion is a new personality that has just emerged. Paranoia is the main alter, but she also has Dolly, and now Delusion) 




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[Trinity]

The champagne coltine was in search of his mother, a mare he missed time and time again. He should have never left his mother, but he was far too young to protect her. The colt was older now not completely gone, but better now. “Ha not so much better, you still hear us, and we will forever be a part of you, isn't that sad? Isn't that pitiful that you can't even protect yourself , your mind? How would you ever protect anyone else? You'll never be able to protect anyone. Your pathetic.” The voice of Czar screamed at him, “Why do you return now? Your useless to your mother now more then ever.” He continued on. Azeroth wanted to scream back and tell Czar he was wrong, but he knew that he was more or less always right.



“Leave Azeorth alone Czar!”, screamed Vortex and Xavier all in one breath. The screams mixed together as if to become one. The young coltine blinked wildly not giving Czar the time of day for he fed when Azeroth allowed himself to give the voice the time of day. He shook his head and set forth for the task at hand for today, to find his mother the real reason he had returned. His ebonite pillars pressed onward with the help of others they had spotted his mother heading this way, he followed. Summer heat radiated off the sand making the heat even more unbearable. A curious part of the colt wondered why she was here? The heat was insane he wondered what had happened to his mother to make her come to such a dreadful place.



The sand slightly burned his hooves as he continued to venture farther into the desert. The scent was growing stronger the farther the champagne stag pressed forward. A loud scream rumbled through his listeners and he shook slightly worried for his mother he had already lost the old mare that helped his so much, he knew little of his other family, he could not lose his mother. Although, she probably hated him for leaving. He wanted to at least try and thats all that flowed through his mind as he shifted quickly pressing towards the scream. A call released itself from his maw letting the being know know that he was on his way. Faster, he moved before his miss-matched orbs looked down he squinted and saw a frame moving slightly under the heat of the sun. He moved closer his large body soon over looking the body. “Mother?” He questioned lowering his head down to touch her frame to make sure that he was right.

It had been a year and a half since the colt had seen his mother. He was sad that it had been this way though. “How can I help?” The young colt questioned once more.

 "Speech."

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