I'm Not That Crazy! (KingxDany)
May 19, 2014 19:25:18 GMT -6
Post by Deleted on May 19, 2014 19:25:18 GMT -6
Kingof Hearts
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I am completely sane, right? I'm not crazy, not at all! I mean, everything comes to me crystal clear. Not a speck in the way. Just like a glass you'd drink wine from. What did they call them.... A wine glass, right? Wait, it can't be that simple can it? A wine glass? Huh... What was I talking about again? I'm not quite sure. This happens much too often. Why can't I ever remember what I'm talking about? I'm sure that everyone else does this. They just never speak out it, that's all. Yeah, I'm completely sane! Completely! Crystal clear. Just like clean water.Wait...I already thought about that, didn't I? I don't know... Wait, maybe I do. Shoot. I do know that I thought about that already. Why can't I ever keep thinking straight? I'm sure others think like this. It's just a secret that no one ever talks about. Maybe they are better at controlling it? Yeah, that has to be it! That's definitely it! I can't be insane, not when my thoughts are this clear. They just like to get ahead of me, or go around in circles. It's normal. I've convinced myself of this long ago, I know I did. I don't need to be repeating it. Not again.Great, while I thought, I seemed to have managed to get myself into an unknown territory. Where am I? Why do I always get myself lost? I can't ever remember where I came from! As soon as I stop walking, it seems that everything spins around me and suddenly I don't even know how I got here. I had to have walked here, right? Yeah, I must have! How else would I have gotten here! I wasn't picked upoff the ground and dropped randomly! Wait, or was I? Oh I don't know! I'm so lost! So very, very lost!I swear, not all days were like this. Just... Some days, I couldn't recall anything. It just kept going around and around in my head and I just don't know where, when, why, or how about anything! I promise, some days I know what's going on. My thoughts come clearly and I remember everything. I'm still sane, my thoughts are still crystal clear like a wine- Oh wait, I've said this before. See? I don't always go around and around! Just some days, I do. There isn't anything I can do I guess. It doesn't always happen though! I guess I just forget things easily on these days, that's all. Tomorrow, I'll probably rememberhow I got here and where I came from. Until then, maybe I'll just have to lay down and figure everything out. Then again, maybe I should keep walking and see where I am. Though I'll just get myself lost more so, but maybe I'll remember something? Maybe... Oh no. The maybe's. One thing I do always remember. The maybe's. Why can't they stop? Maybe they never will... Darn it! There it is again! Maybe I really am insane. DARN IT!I can't stop it! I can't! It's all starting to spiral out of control in my head! I can't think! I can't do it! I should just die right here. Maybe that will make the spinning stop! Yeah, yeah it will! How does one go about dying? Is it painful? Do you know you're dying? I don't know, maybe it's easy to do! No, no, NO! I will not let those maybe's come back! They'll make me go insane! I'm not insane! My thoughts are crystal clear! I know they are! I know it! You can't make me think otherwise! No, no, NO, NO!“GAH!”Wait... What was that? Was that my voice? Am I hearing things?! That was my voice, right? But I didn't speak! Or did I? I don't know! Oh no, the voices... The voices are coming to me!“What's wrong, King?”“What's wrong?”“What's wrong? What's wrong?” The voices. I hear them. Mine and lots of them. No! No! I'm not crazy! Everyone hears voices. Before I know what's going on, a hysterical laugh comes from my throat.“I'm not crazy! Nope, nope, nope! I'm sane! See? Completely sane! Haha!” I began to chant, prancing lightly in place, my cranium thrown up, eyes wide and wild. See? Not crazy at all! I just hear voices! Lots of them! Everyone hears voices! I'm sane! My thoughts crystal clear! Maybe everyone hears voices! I'm sure of it!Another hysterical laugh comes from my throat and I find myself jumping into the air before pushing myself into a full run. See? I'll just outrun these voices! They'll go away! They always go away! They just go back to bother others, that's all!“Where you going King?”“Yeah, where you going?”“Where you going? Where you going? Come back! Come back!”No. I'm not going back. Nope, nope...“Nope!” I cry out as I run. The only thing that gets my attention is when my hooves start splashing through water, sending spray up around me, soaking me up to my chest. The cold hits me like a wave, causing me to skid to a halt in the frigid water.“Ah! Ah cold! Cold!” I cry, jumping upwards, trying to escape the water like somehow I'll magically fly out of the water. What a fantasy that would be! Instead, my jump just covers me more in the frigid water. I scramble out of the water, heaving, completely soaked.What was going on? Did I lose my cool again? Shoot. It takes a moment of thought to realize what happened. Damn. Dammit! I hated when that happens. I never noticed when I turned like that. I could remember what I thought, how my thoughts go in circles, around and around. And the voices, the voices chase me but now they're gone. I really am insane, huh? But I can't let the crazy side of me think that. He'll get depressed. A depressed crazy is never a good thing. He'll kill us. I'll kill us. I don't want that. I enjoy life and would much rather never face my maker. At least, not yet. I wish there is a way to get myself out of this mess... Maybe there never will be."Man... I'm Insane."
Sanity Color
Sanity Speaking
Insanity Color
Insanity Speaking
The Voices
Mixed Insanity Voices; his own x theirs
Mixed Sane: his own x insane
Sanity Speaking
Insanity Color
Insanity Speaking
The Voices
Mixed Insanity Voices; his own x theirs
Mixed Sane: his own x insane
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Word Count: 1051
Muse: Great
Tags: Dany
Notes: He's just a tiny bit insane, that's all~
Muse: Great
Tags: Dany
Notes: He's just a tiny bit insane, that's all~