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Foal Name: Amanae

Parents: Scarabaeus x Sorrow

Siblings from Same Breeding: none ; derp c:

Desired Alliance: Altus

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Why, oh why was I placed here, placed into this awful land with these awful people. It couldn't have been anyone else. No, it had to be me. With my face of perfection, and my body of steel, it had to be me. The almighty who created us couldn't have spared my soul and kept me in the world of death, from my past life. No, they made me into the monster I am today. They put me here into this lonely, torturous place. For what? Maybe I was too arrogant? I could change, for I would wish this punishment upon no horse, not even my worst enemies. For what could one do with their life if they were locked away in a tower, alone, sent here for what seemed like eternity, possibly to never escape. Punished, for what my parents did. Nothing of my control. Only the worst of creatures could condemn a soul to something like this, locked away in the depths of the mountains, where it would take you years to even find a trace of another horse. A life so desolate and lonely, you couldn't even imagine life outside the walls of caves, without the refuge of the cold, winter-like air. You couldn't remember the last time you ate nutrient-filled grass. You wouldn't remember the last time you talked to someone other than a rock. Is that a life any horse could live? A beautiful one such as myself shouldn't be allowed to be couped up like this, without friends, without family, without lovers. 

I couldn't live this way. I was born to be a leader, not some lonely nobody, with nothing to have but herself. I don't know why such a crazy idea would pop into a head, obviously my grandfather wasn't in his right mind, sticking me in here. It wasn't my fault I was Altus, it was my parents, I shouldn't be punished for their doings! I had no way of betraying my kingdom, it wasn't fair. It wasn't right. It wasn't right what Dietrich had done to me either. He'd made me this monster, that talked in poetry, that was stuck in a little fantasy world of her own, where foals frolicked and played, and the main character was popular and beautiful. She was perfect in every way and had her very own family. She was loyal, kind, and never rude. In every way possible, she wasn't me.

I was imperfect beyond repair. I may be beautiful, but that was the only piece to the puzzle of perfection that I was. I was apparently a traitor, insane, and not worth living beside my species, breeding and becoming strong with all the others. Receiving individualized attention from a stallion, becoming a mother to many, or even changing my path and become a leader to those needed me, a leader with a sole purpose to create unity and peace among the lands. Oh folly, I'd never rule like that. I'd want domination over everyone, I guess I was crazy like that. I doubt anyone would ever put me in charge of anything. They'd know my past, my history of being locked away in these mountains. They'd like to believe I'm a weak little mare, incapable of escaping an old man. What shit this was, being away from the world. I wish I could find my grandfather and lock him away too, never to return to the world like I was.

words ; 576 <3
tags ; Δ Beauty With The Booty
notes ; short but whateverr, it meets the requirement so xD

[ this is in the scenario her grandfather Dietrich locked her away in the mountains c: this is just a made up scenario so I could get my post done. ]